Thank You

My tea's gone cold,

I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all

The morning rain clouds up my window

And I can't see at all

And even if I could it'd all be grey

But your picture on my wall

It reminds me that it's not so bad

It's not so bad

I drank too much last night,

got bills to pay

My head just feels in pain I missed the bus and there'll be hell today

I'm late for work again

And even if I'm there, they'll all imply

That I might not last the day

And then you call me and it's not so bad

It's not so bad and

I want to thank you

For giving me the best day of my life

Oh just to be with you

Is having the best day of my life
Push the door, I'm home at last

And I'm soaking through and through

Then you hand me a towel

And all I see is you

And even if my house falls down

I wouldn't have a clue

Because you're near me

Songs for: eqa, ridhwan, sa'dy, nazrin, jack

thanks for being there...

Rizqi Firman Sudeis

I pretended I'm okay you went away

These four walls closin' more every day

And I'm dying inside

And nobody knows it but me

Like a clown I put on a show

The pain is real even if nobody knows

Now I'm cryin' inside

And nobody knows it but me

Why didn't I say

The things I needed to say

How could I let my angel get away

Now my world is just a-tumblin' down

I can see it so clearly

But you're nowhere around
1-The nights are lonely

The days are so sad

And I just keep thinkin' about

The love that we had

And I'm missin' you

And nobody knows it but me

I carry a smile when I'm broken in two

Now I'm nobody without someone like you

I'm tremblin' inside, and nobody knows it but me

I lie awake, its a quarter past three

I'm screamin' at night

As if I thought you'd hear me

Yeah my heart is callin' you

And nobody knows it but me

How blue can I get

You could ask my heart

But like a jigsaw puzzle its been torn all apart

A million words couldn't say just how I feel

A million years from now you know I'll be lovin' you still

Tomorrow mornin' I'm hittin' the dusty road

Gonna find you wherever, ever you might go

I'm gonna unload my heart

And hope you come back to me

Said when the nights are lonely...

Whom It May Concern

There are this atheist girl who asked me about God...
duhh... why do we need God...
Knapa everything asyik back to the God,,, takde cara lain ke?
and... you xnak buat tattoo ke? It's okey, nanti tuhan maafkan you...
as well as... my mum said Islam are for bad people...
on top of... "what is Pekida, it's about Islam right, so Pekida act like mobsters and was that the reflection of true Islam??... tak protect perempuan langsung...///... Pekida got a mobsters? COOL...."

ah-ha...and this girl made me stumbled bu her questions... lol... its not that i dont know how to explain... but the questions of God are too artistic and beautiful... and with a short SMS length that i can fit my word into, i'll have to give out extra credit for the simple plain answer... but it's okay... people want to learn, who are we not to teach the Lessons Of Him?

so, we talked, questioned and gve out answers...

May God will give her guidance one day...

* guys, we dont need Pekida ways... Some of Pekida members are not carrying out the true Islam duties..( sorry, brothers..) Just hold on to Al-Quran and Sunnah....we need Muhammad's ways...it's way tooooo beautiful.... =D

Sorry adik-beradikku, i never mean to diss you guys..but this is the fact of today...///

Yesterday On Saturday

it was like routine on every sunday night that me and the rest of the family are flying off to kelang for a muzakara. so daddy told that muzakara can strengthen our iman.
it was like a different surrounding being there.. some kind of peaceful thingy that are too abstract.Like...... it made other peaceful thing feels not peaceful. i mean, it's really really peaceful... its so peaceful... you got it...? it's just peaceful... i mean, its peaceful that it is full of peace... =D
and i like that night's topic...kind of related to me... and family generally...

so we sit, talked and discussed things on Quran and Hadith... and that night's topic came to Test By Allah, Rezeki and we really shouldn't questioned Allah for things that happened...

it made me think... who are we,,, we're just His creation anyway....