Sunday, January 25, 2009

The girl who should not be named. (nanti kantoi)

i miss you
u inspired me...
all of sudden,, why huh?

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Smiler's part 2

You're just too good to be true
I can't take my eyes off you
You feel like heaven to touch
I wanna hold you so much
At last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive
You're just too good to be true
I can't take my eyes off you

Pardon the way that I stare
There's nothing else to compare
The sight of you leaves me weak
There are no words left to speak
So darling feel like I feel
And I don't have to know if it's real
You're just too good to be true
I can't take my eyes off you

Bada...

I love you baby
And if it's quite all right
I need you baby to warm a lonely night
I love you baby
Trust in me when I say

Oh pretty baby
Don't bring me down, I pray
Oh pretty baby
Now that I've found you stay
So let me love you baby
Let me love you

You're just too good to be true
I can't take my eyes off you
You feel like heaven to touch
I wanna hold you so much
At last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive
You're just too good to be true
I can't take my eyes off you

Bada...

I love you baby
And if it's quite all right
I need you baby to warm a lonely night
I love you baby
Trust in me when I say

Oh pretty baby
Don't bring me down, I pray
Oh pretty baby
Now that I've found you stay
So let me love you baby
Let me love you =D

You...

Is it awkward to say that i miss your smile?
Please... smile to me again... =D

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Hey...

It's great knowing you, smiling person.... =)

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Putri Farah Sheilah

In the past times (June 2007)

I'm seeing you like all i got is only you. And i thought you're seeing me like that too.. That's why i was being so caring,,and texting you at most of the time just to make you feel that you're not alone, giving you my attention the most that i could give. I remembered how you're telling me about your sis and what your brother did to you...and i remembered the look upon your face when i asked you to make a police report, i thought you're seeing me as your hero...
Fa...i remembered how dizzy you were, climbing up the stairs looking for your dad after you took that pills..and that's when youre holding on to me asking me to accompany you...i know i should've been home that night, studying and making my parents proud...but i rather being stupid spending time with you at that night...remember the nasi lemak?? that i've rushed to get for you just to get everything done easily for you...
I still remember how we walk together like always...we went to the nearest cybercafe, searching for your piano key tunes...i remember that you've said that you couldnt eat without me...i remember it when i make you believe that i was in so deep care about you that i even skipped my school just to be there for you...
And its come to my mind when i'm asking a break up from you and you cried hard, i thought i could believe your tears...i thought you loved me... Don't you remember...i am the one who guide you to wear your tudung...i am the one who willing to teach you how to pray...i am the one who ready to guide... And you dont know how happy i was reading your letter, yeah...we used to write and exchange letters at that time... One of it says; "terima kasih Elham, sebab ubah Fa..."
And so the time went by and unfortunate for us that all we got was a short period of time.. I cant believe that you're actually blaming me for what have happened... after what i did, i never thought this is how you would repay me...

But now.... (Broke up on October 2007)

Stories that i heard is different...i thought you'rehappy with him...i thought you're so proud delivering your pics to everyone and my sis, how tight you hugged him in a room... So that's where my hope's gone...i'm letting you go slowly...

The latest thing i heard from you is your family found you...in a taxi with him...and so the JAIS caught you both for some case...and now you're in rehab... After what i did and how bad you repaid me... I'm just letting everything go and God just being fair...what goes around comes around... You never believed that you'll be a lot more fine with me before... You're in rehab now, its a better place for you... So just go, walk away from me, you're not welcomed anymore...

Did you think i'm crumpled??
Did you think i lay down and die??
Oh nooooo

P/s: Gimme back my Chicken Soup For The Soul Book, gimme back my Simpson the Movies...

Nice seeing you again, Sara

Sara,
Thanks for inviting me coming over to your house. And for so many times i think i'm there trying to get into to meet my ex, your sister, i'm ofenly being caught by your dad for stalking, that's when i thought your dad must be very strict. Well, in fact, he's cool....and know what,,he's a good entertainer, and most of all a good coffee maker... He made the one that tastes exactly like Dome's and God knows how he did it...thank you =)..

And it's good to see you again, old friend, for the time that we never met since your sis's incident that brought me down to hell, i always thought to see you again; hearing and sharing some stories.

Hope you're doing fine there Sara, now and always will...and what a wonderful things talking to you last nite... Again,,,thank you...

p/s; I feel sorry for your sis, Putri Farah Sheilah... I never thought things were turned out so bad for her...and i wish i could help your family out regarding this... You got a wonderful house, mom, dad and sis there...

Title Called Care

No, u dont have to thank me for the medicine sent because you gave me a smile on my way back. And you dont have to worry for not seeing me because im seeing you there, and making you know that i'm still here for you. Just take care of yourself and get well very soon. And like what i always said; my door is still open in the time you're coming or the time you're not...

I care. I do. I really do. In fact, i'm feeling like taking you to the clinic.