Saturday, February 20, 2010

Blog changed

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Your almost perfect creation, God :)

Sa'diyah ::

"you can only get angels in heaven" :)

Friday, January 22, 2010


one thing to ask you,

but i know i might be afraid to just know the answer.

siti sara.

Thursday, July 30, 2009

History Channel

The truth about the state
It wasn't always like this
Let us look back in time
History reminds us
One army
One land

One central authority
Crushing the romans
persians put in fear
The Ummah like a Lion
No need to shed a tear

When the village was attacked by the kufar
The Khalife heard
The sister cry &
Prepared for war
Attacking the city

Destroying it
from existence
Lesson # 1
Don't ever
Mess with Muslims

The Imam of the Ummah is a shield where he protects the Ummah and where the Ummah fights behind him
Where is this shield today to protect the Ummah?? What happen to this shield to honor and dignify the Ummah???
In 1917 Prime Minister of britain after entering Jerusalem stated "the crusade war has ended"
In the same year the french general, goro went to the grave of Salahudeen-Ayubi
Salahudeen-Ayubi, the one who 730 years prier crushed the crusades and liberated Palestine & Syria
he went to his grave in Damascus and kicked it and said wake up oh Salahudeen we are here

How did they do this
to you and me
We turn on the TV
and all we see
is a world full of casualties
a generation in agony
our Ummah is in misery
let us go back
to beginning of the century
and review our history

from one side
to the other side of the globe
the system of Islam
Ruled over the world
They went to the Muslims
for the all their solutions
from mathematics to biology
to the advancements in technology

the kafir women
use to imitate our women
they wanted the same respect
that the Muslims sisters were given while the enemies of Islam
were trying to twist the Quran
trying to write a Surah like Allah's they all failed miserably
& many of them responded with Ashhadu -an la Ilaha Ilallah wa Ashhadu- anna Muhammadun rasullullah
Allah has challenged the humanity until the day of judgment to produce a Sura or an Aya like the Quran
And Allah assures that they will never be able to make an Aya like it
The kufar plan and work to destroy this Deen and Allah affirms that we too are planning
and if all the people of the world got together they still could not and will never be able to put even a scratch a side of a muster seeds on the throne of almighty Allah (SWT)

After failing on the battlefield
they kufar got together
and they decided to yield
they said we must change
the way the Muslims think
and sure enough

the Muslim Ummah
began to sink
In 1917 john belford
promised Palestine
to the jews 31 years later
his promise went through

brittan and france
split the Muslim lands
3 years later
Islam worst traitor
mustafa kamal
Brought the states fall

In 1920's mustafah kammal with the help of the british becomes the hero
Well this so-called hero cancels the authority of the most powerful system suitable for human beings
The khilafah...
he abandon all the rulings of Allah, he did not stop there
He abandoned the Adan in Arabic, he denied Muslim sister from obeying Allah (SWT) by abandoning the Hijab
All Islamic calendars and holidays were canceled
Yes brothers and sisters
he changes the Arabic alphabet to Latin
By doing so he made sure the next generation will be lost and have no connection to their Islamic roots
as they can not read or write all the Islamic culture that was recorded
This Islamic system sent by the Creator of alameen went from the application in life to be in museums for people to go and see in turkey.

In 1901 the kufar went to Sultan Abdull Hamid the II and offered to pay tremendous amount of money to the Islamic State for Palestine. Sultan Abdull Hamid the II replied:
I am not going to give one inch of Palestine to the jews as Palestine is not mine give but it belongs to the Ummah and Ummah have shed blood to defend this land but if one day the Islamic State falls apart then you can have Palestine for free but as long as I am alive I would rather have my flesh be cut up then cut out Palestine from the Muslim land I will not allow any carving up while we are alive...

Sunday, July 19, 2009


Manchester United vs Malaysia XI

its a fantastic game, and we had a splendid night in spite of being tired. theres nothing really to discuss, but the rm98 we've spent is worth for our excitements and joys. congratulations to Yahyah, Malaysia's midfielder who scored twice against United. going there wit my schoolmate, Tzen Haw, a rm 5 keychain, rm 10 magazine, rm 4 for the hotdog and all, even it happens in just one evening, that evening when man utd cme to Malaysia will be one of the best days of my life. ;D

cheers. love. peace.

rock and roll baby, dont you know that?

Thursday, July 9, 2009

A Scenario

a bird can fly. but can a bird flip? or runaway from being caught by the prefect?

Friday, July 3, 2009

Heaven is a Halfpipe?

and so yesterday i mean on the july 2nd i was flying off to BB plaza, straight from the school. my aim: buy a new shoe to replace my current adidas for school.
new aim: buy a skateboard shoe.
newest aim: it will cost less than rm100
newest-est aim: buya book from Picoult called the Pact (have you ever heard about it? its great ;D)

in maths, 1/4 is considered big already, and yeah so i managed to fulfilled one 'big' aim for yesterday which is, it cost less than rm100. the so-called skateboard shoe turned out to be the slip on everLAST at LAST. and i just found out (pretend that i just found actually) that you can't get Picoult's book for rm10. and so yeah,, 1/4... special congratulationS to me ;D

anyway, my muru's extension class yesterday was also fascinating. id call it the extension class bcuz it is an extension from his last class and it actually extended to 4.20, which he aimed he could finished it at 4.oopm. well, at least mr muru can't fulfilled his aimed too, yesterday was the World's-Dont-Set-Your-Aim-Or-It-Wont-Get-Fulfilled-Day i guess.

got a lot of revision to do. im signing off. ;)

Monday, June 29, 2009

My 11 : Futebolista Spirit

Formation: 4-4-2

Team: Manchester United

Goalkeeper: van der Saar
Forward Striker: Sergio Aguero/Alex Sanchez
Supportive Striker: Wayne Rooney
Right Attacking Midfielder: Zoran Tosic/Jesus Navas
Left Attacking Midfielder: David Silva/Giggs
Right Midfielder: Carrick/Hargreaves
Left Midfielder: Fletcher/Scholes
Right Winger Back: Wes Brown/Rafael da Silva
Center Back: Ferdinand/Evans
Center Back: Vidic
Left Center Back: Evra

To the blue ribbon that ties the skies, with Love

"Here I Am, Everyday,
Since You Said, You'd Come Again,
But It's Not Fair, Cos You're Not Here,
I Wait In Vain, But Nothing Has Changed,

I'm A Flower, Soaking In The Rain,
If I Could Wish One Thing, I'd Hear You Call My Name,

So When Will I See Your Face Again,
When Will You Touch My Life Again (ohh yeah),
When Will I Breathe You In Again (ha),
I Think I Love Youuu...Will I See Your Face Again, "

i was supposed to post this thread about a few months ago, after you died. but then i postponed, cuz you know why? i thought i'd get over this and stop missing you. you always told me that i can be success, just like abah. its same tone, you'll say it everytime you meet me "belajar pandai-pandai, jadi macam abah kau"

but from you, here we are, its your hand that touches my hair a loong time ago, and can you see how it curls now nenek? its yr hand that shed my tears a long time ago. but now everytime i feel like wanted to cry, i refused to do so. why? because besides you and mom, theres no hand can shed the tears away like you do. maybe im afraid to cry? cuz i know i'd be left alone. Big boys dont cry? No, you never think thats's true.

i never count how many days has passed by since you've been gone. bcuz if the days were counted and multiplied by the power of 10, it will never equal to the weight of loving you and missing you, and it still here, i miss you so much.
who would've guessed that the day i took my school day off just to take care of you is the day for me to watch you go. God has a better planning. i managed to kiss your forehead bfore the helpless nurses took you away. well, i was the last to kiss you anyway.

i always told this to my closest person. in this world, my love for women can only be divided to four. 1 is for my mom, third is my sis, fourth is my future wife and second? second is YOU... do you know that? oh nenek, dont blame me for never telling you that.

i miss you. and i will reminisce my 17 years with you forever.

Till we meet again?


A dedication to my late grandma, Arwah Asiah bt. Busu.

"Here I Am, Everyday,
Since You Said, You'd Come Again,
But It's Not Fair, Cos You're Not Here,"

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Whats the best place to fall in love than in Paris?

Saturday, June 20th 2009

Essay: What I Learned Today

I learned today that struggle is life. Human needs dream to prove, to reach and they would call it destiny. And for me, a 19 year old SAB form 6 student, who got nothing at all, nothing that i could tell myself last night: wow i am so impressive,, to dream is not a crime.

For the moment in my yesteryears, i am trying to prove something, something that i know im worth for, esp in my studies. Without enough thrives, im waiting for the good results to rolling in like that, forgetting the wise man that says: nothing will comes easy.

Hey myself, give me time to prove. Give me time to realise my dream. Give me time to get to know myself better. And maybe Elham, we can both be there. To be there, gaining the scholarship, making my parents cry out in proud, be a student in Paris, holding the IR status one day, well, i know i will. And being there, is more than something to prove for, its a dedication to my supportive schoolmates, good friends, family, and most of all, my parents... not forgetting, my late grandmother, Arwah Nenek, i still love you, i still do miss you ;)

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Catalans vs Red Devils: my points of view

two words for the whole game: fuck it!
Barca just deserved to win, by means of possession, dribbling, crossing, teamwork, momentum to the finishing, Man U just lost it all..
only the forwards are looked determined to win... the rest?
what the hell do you think you're doing Park? Berba? Carrick?
this is the worst game of Man U...
seriously the 4-4-2 formation shud be maintain, so that the overlapping and movement will be easier,, just put Tevez/Berba with Rooney in the front row, Ronaldo as the left winger, that will cause a good interaction btwn Rooney and Ronaldo, and either Rooney and Ronaldo definitely gonna score...
Giggs? your free kick was hasted...
too much of offsides for Man U... one of the worst
shit, admit it, Man U are a lot better, but Barca just deserved to win.

Saturday, May 9, 2009

A sentimental forsaken

Staring bright through the window
You're bending over to me
A sentimental forsaken
You're trying hard yet to comfort
But you're waving me goodbye
A sentimental forsaken

You're looking around you are hasted
You're supervising my chief
My heart is tikking, let it on
Looks like you're dying to say
But now you turn your head away
Get out and leave me, let it on

But when it's going to be ok
I'm cruisin' on a train
I've got to fear no holiday
Fear is where I'm in

You're staring bright through the window
you're moving closer to me
A sentimental forsaken
You're trying hard yet to comfort
But now you're waving me goodbye
Get out and leave me, let it on

But when it's going to be ok
I'm cruisin' on a train
I've got to fear no holiday
Fear is where I'm in

Thursday, May 7, 2009

it's 3.00 am and i wasnt sleep, its 5.34 pm and i still can't dream.

"You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
you see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
if you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

you came along just like a song
and brighten my day
who would of believed that you where part of a dream
now it all seems light years away"

those are the lyrics from barry manilow - cant smile without you. and S, that's what i wish you could see. when there's too much to be said, too long for yr smile, wishing much that you'd appear, wishing a lot that you'd call, wishing a lot for your text,, all that i wanna give you is only a heart beat away.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Manchester United Examination Test... thats MUET

i just finished my muet's test... the very last paper- speaking test...
now i finally know how to act cool when i actually wasnt... damn how can i be cool when those strangers eyes staring at me and analysing every words that i said, in terms of grammar, vocab and relevan-ity.

i just cant imagine that i was actually stucked on the first task. i managed to finished my talkin' with 30 seconds left,,, according to Fang Hong and i was like ''oh my goooodddd.... damn...''.
however the examiner was so good that she said said,, "its okay..."

thanks ma'am... that was a relieved...

Thursday, April 30, 2009

When The Starlight Shines

this one person is really different..
the way we text...
the way i entertained...
the way i smiled...
the way that person gve happiness...
it was so pure...
so natural...
so innocent, maaan...
and she said dat she would play me the song 'lovebug' in her piano version..

that's the sweetest thing i will ever heard..
i swear if i got her, i would treat her right... =)
thank you, and sweet dream, S.