Thursday, July 30, 2009

History Channel

The truth about the state
It wasn't always like this
Let us look back in time
History reminds us
One army
One land

One central authority
Crushing the romans
persians put in fear
The Ummah like a Lion
No need to shed a tear

When the village was attacked by the kufar
The Khalife heard
The sister cry &
Prepared for war
Attacking the city

Destroying it
from existence
Lesson # 1
Don't ever
Mess with Muslims

The Imam of the Ummah is a shield where he protects the Ummah and where the Ummah fights behind him
Where is this shield today to protect the Ummah?? What happen to this shield to honor and dignify the Ummah???
In 1917 Prime Minister of britain after entering Jerusalem stated "the crusade war has ended"
In the same year the french general, goro went to the grave of Salahudeen-Ayubi
Salahudeen-Ayubi, the one who 730 years prier crushed the crusades and liberated Palestine & Syria
he went to his grave in Damascus and kicked it and said wake up oh Salahudeen we are here

How did they do this
to you and me
We turn on the TV
and all we see
is a world full of casualties
a generation in agony
our Ummah is in misery
let us go back
to beginning of the century
and review our history

from one side
to the other side of the globe
the system of Islam
Ruled over the world
They went to the Muslims
for the all their solutions
from mathematics to biology
to the advancements in technology

the kafir women
use to imitate our women
they wanted the same respect
that the Muslims sisters were given while the enemies of Islam
were trying to twist the Quran
trying to write a Surah like Allah's they all failed miserably
& many of them responded with Ashhadu -an la Ilaha Ilallah wa Ashhadu- anna Muhammadun rasullullah
Allah has challenged the humanity until the day of judgment to produce a Sura or an Aya like the Quran
And Allah assures that they will never be able to make an Aya like it
The kufar plan and work to destroy this Deen and Allah affirms that we too are planning
and if all the people of the world got together they still could not and will never be able to put even a scratch a side of a muster seeds on the throne of almighty Allah (SWT)

After failing on the battlefield
they kufar got together
and they decided to yield
they said we must change
the way the Muslims think
and sure enough

the Muslim Ummah
began to sink
In 1917 john belford
promised Palestine
to the jews 31 years later
his promise went through

brittan and france
split the Muslim lands
3 years later
Islam worst traitor
mustafa kamal
Brought the states fall

In 1920's mustafah kammal with the help of the british becomes the hero
Well this so-called hero cancels the authority of the most powerful system suitable for human beings
The khilafah...
he abandon all the rulings of Allah, he did not stop there
He abandoned the Adan in Arabic, he denied Muslim sister from obeying Allah (SWT) by abandoning the Hijab
All Islamic calendars and holidays were canceled
Yes brothers and sisters
he changes the Arabic alphabet to Latin
By doing so he made sure the next generation will be lost and have no connection to their Islamic roots
as they can not read or write all the Islamic culture that was recorded
This Islamic system sent by the Creator of alameen went from the application in life to be in museums for people to go and see in turkey.

In 1901 the kufar went to Sultan Abdull Hamid the II and offered to pay tremendous amount of money to the Islamic State for Palestine. Sultan Abdull Hamid the II replied:
I am not going to give one inch of Palestine to the jews as Palestine is not mine give but it belongs to the Ummah and Ummah have shed blood to defend this land but if one day the Islamic State falls apart then you can have Palestine for free but as long as I am alive I would rather have my flesh be cut up then cut out Palestine from the Muslim land I will not allow any carving up while we are alive...

Sunday, July 19, 2009


Manchester United vs Malaysia XI

its a fantastic game, and we had a splendid night in spite of being tired. theres nothing really to discuss, but the rm98 we've spent is worth for our excitements and joys. congratulations to Yahyah, Malaysia's midfielder who scored twice against United. going there wit my schoolmate, Tzen Haw, a rm 5 keychain, rm 10 magazine, rm 4 for the hotdog and all, even it happens in just one evening, that evening when man utd cme to Malaysia will be one of the best days of my life. ;D

cheers. love. peace.

rock and roll baby, dont you know that?

Thursday, July 9, 2009

A Scenario

a bird can fly. but can a bird flip? or runaway from being caught by the prefect?

Friday, July 3, 2009

Heaven is a Halfpipe?

and so yesterday i mean on the july 2nd i was flying off to BB plaza, straight from the school. my aim: buy a new shoe to replace my current adidas for school.
new aim: buy a skateboard shoe.
newest aim: it will cost less than rm100
newest-est aim: buya book from Picoult called the Pact (have you ever heard about it? its great ;D)

in maths, 1/4 is considered big already, and yeah so i managed to fulfilled one 'big' aim for yesterday which is, it cost less than rm100. the so-called skateboard shoe turned out to be the slip on everLAST at LAST. and i just found out (pretend that i just found actually) that you can't get Picoult's book for rm10. and so yeah,, 1/4... special congratulationS to me ;D

anyway, my muru's extension class yesterday was also fascinating. id call it the extension class bcuz it is an extension from his last class and it actually extended to 4.20, which he aimed he could finished it at 4.oopm. well, at least mr muru can't fulfilled his aimed too, yesterday was the World's-Dont-Set-Your-Aim-Or-It-Wont-Get-Fulfilled-Day i guess.

got a lot of revision to do. im signing off. ;)

Monday, June 29, 2009

My 11 : Futebolista Spirit

Formation: 4-4-2

Team: Manchester United

Goalkeeper: van der Saar
Forward Striker: Sergio Aguero/Alex Sanchez
Supportive Striker: Wayne Rooney
Right Attacking Midfielder: Zoran Tosic/Jesus Navas
Left Attacking Midfielder: David Silva/Giggs
Right Midfielder: Carrick/Hargreaves
Left Midfielder: Fletcher/Scholes
Right Winger Back: Wes Brown/Rafael da Silva
Center Back: Ferdinand/Evans
Center Back: Vidic
Left Center Back: Evra

To the blue ribbon that ties the skies, with Love

"Here I Am, Everyday,
Since You Said, You'd Come Again,
But It's Not Fair, Cos You're Not Here,
I Wait In Vain, But Nothing Has Changed,

I'm A Flower, Soaking In The Rain,
If I Could Wish One Thing, I'd Hear You Call My Name,

So When Will I See Your Face Again,
When Will You Touch My Life Again (ohh yeah),
When Will I Breathe You In Again (ha),
I Think I Love Youuu...Will I See Your Face Again, "

i was supposed to post this thread about a few months ago, after you died. but then i postponed, cuz you know why? i thought i'd get over this and stop missing you. you always told me that i can be success, just like abah. its same tone, you'll say it everytime you meet me "belajar pandai-pandai, jadi macam abah kau"

but from you, here we are, its your hand that touches my hair a loong time ago, and can you see how it curls now nenek? its yr hand that shed my tears a long time ago. but now everytime i feel like wanted to cry, i refused to do so. why? because besides you and mom, theres no hand can shed the tears away like you do. maybe im afraid to cry? cuz i know i'd be left alone. Big boys dont cry? No, you never think thats's true.

i never count how many days has passed by since you've been gone. bcuz if the days were counted and multiplied by the power of 10, it will never equal to the weight of loving you and missing you, and it still here, i miss you so much.
who would've guessed that the day i took my school day off just to take care of you is the day for me to watch you go. God has a better planning. i managed to kiss your forehead bfore the helpless nurses took you away. well, i was the last to kiss you anyway.

i always told this to my closest person. in this world, my love for women can only be divided to four. 1 is for my mom, third is my sis, fourth is my future wife and second? second is YOU... do you know that? oh nenek, dont blame me for never telling you that.

i miss you. and i will reminisce my 17 years with you forever.

Till we meet again?


A dedication to my late grandma, Arwah Asiah bt. Busu.

"Here I Am, Everyday,
Since You Said, You'd Come Again,
But It's Not Fair, Cos You're Not Here,"

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Whats the best place to fall in love than in Paris?

Saturday, June 20th 2009

Essay: What I Learned Today

I learned today that struggle is life. Human needs dream to prove, to reach and they would call it destiny. And for me, a 19 year old SAB form 6 student, who got nothing at all, nothing that i could tell myself last night: wow i am so impressive,, to dream is not a crime.

For the moment in my yesteryears, i am trying to prove something, something that i know im worth for, esp in my studies. Without enough thrives, im waiting for the good results to rolling in like that, forgetting the wise man that says: nothing will comes easy.

Hey myself, give me time to prove. Give me time to realise my dream. Give me time to get to know myself better. And maybe Elham, we can both be there. To be there, gaining the scholarship, making my parents cry out in proud, be a student in Paris, holding the IR status one day, well, i know i will. And being there, is more than something to prove for, its a dedication to my supportive schoolmates, good friends, family, and most of all, my parents... not forgetting, my late grandmother, Arwah Nenek, i still love you, i still do miss you ;)

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Catalans vs Red Devils: my points of view

two words for the whole game: fuck it!
Barca just deserved to win, by means of possession, dribbling, crossing, teamwork, momentum to the finishing, Man U just lost it all..
only the forwards are looked determined to win... the rest?
what the hell do you think you're doing Park? Berba? Carrick?
this is the worst game of Man U...
seriously the 4-4-2 formation shud be maintain, so that the overlapping and movement will be easier,, just put Tevez/Berba with Rooney in the front row, Ronaldo as the left winger, that will cause a good interaction btwn Rooney and Ronaldo, and either Rooney and Ronaldo definitely gonna score...
Giggs? your free kick was hasted...
too much of offsides for Man U... one of the worst
shit, admit it, Man U are a lot better, but Barca just deserved to win.

Saturday, May 9, 2009

A sentimental forsaken

Staring bright through the window
You're bending over to me
A sentimental forsaken
You're trying hard yet to comfort
But you're waving me goodbye
A sentimental forsaken

You're looking around you are hasted
You're supervising my chief
My heart is tikking, let it on
Looks like you're dying to say
But now you turn your head away
Get out and leave me, let it on

But when it's going to be ok
I'm cruisin' on a train
I've got to fear no holiday
Fear is where I'm in

You're staring bright through the window
you're moving closer to me
A sentimental forsaken
You're trying hard yet to comfort
But now you're waving me goodbye
Get out and leave me, let it on

But when it's going to be ok
I'm cruisin' on a train
I've got to fear no holiday
Fear is where I'm in

Thursday, May 7, 2009

it's 3.00 am and i wasnt sleep, its 5.34 pm and i still can't dream.

"You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
you see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
if you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

you came along just like a song
and brighten my day
who would of believed that you where part of a dream
now it all seems light years away"

those are the lyrics from barry manilow - cant smile without you. and S, that's what i wish you could see. when there's too much to be said, too long for yr smile, wishing much that you'd appear, wishing a lot that you'd call, wishing a lot for your text,, all that i wanna give you is only a heart beat away.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Manchester United Examination Test... thats MUET

i just finished my muet's test... the very last paper- speaking test...
now i finally know how to act cool when i actually wasnt... damn how can i be cool when those strangers eyes staring at me and analysing every words that i said, in terms of grammar, vocab and relevan-ity.

i just cant imagine that i was actually stucked on the first task. i managed to finished my talkin' with 30 seconds left,,, according to Fang Hong and i was like ''oh my goooodddd.... damn...''.
however the examiner was so good that she said said,, "its okay..."

thanks ma'am... that was a relieved...

Thursday, April 30, 2009

When The Starlight Shines

this one person is really different..
the way we text...
the way i entertained...
the way i smiled...
the way that person gve happiness...
it was so pure...
so natural...
so innocent, maaan...
and she said dat she would play me the song 'lovebug' in her piano version..

that's the sweetest thing i will ever heard..
i swear if i got her, i would treat her right... =)
thank you, and sweet dream, S.

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Oh Steven Gayrard


Xabi Alonso..... please kisss my butttttttttt......

Be Yet Wiser

Let us now with thankfulness
Praise the founders of our School
Let us now with thankfulness
Praise the founders of our School
For their foresight and devotion,
Some who came across the ocean,
Some Malaya's own sons,
All true Victorians.

Let us next remember here
All who passed through this our School
Let us next remember here
All who passed through this our School
Not one race but one in feeling
For a school to each appealing
That instruction be not all
Nor this School just roof and wall.

Let us lastly pledge ourselves
Ever to uphold our school
Let us lastly pledge ourSelves
Ever to uphold our school
In our work and in our leisure,
With such zeal and in such measure

That the new Victorians

Match with old Victorians


The Glorious, Superior, and Salutation

Man U is still the best.

wanna bet?

As - Saba' 1 to 3

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

[1] Praise be to Allah, to Whom belong all things in the heavens and on earth: to Him be Praise in the Hereafter: and He is Full of Wisdom, acquainted with all things.

[2] He knows all that goes into the earth, and all that comes out thereof: all that comes down from the sky and all that ascends thereto and He is the Most Merciful, the Oft-Forgiving.

[3] The Unbelievers say, "Never to us will come the Hour": say, "Nay! but most surely, by my Lord, it will come upon you; - by Him Who knows the unseen - from Whom is not hidden the least little atom in the Heavens or on earth: nor is there anything less than that, or greater, but is in the Record Perspicuous:

A piece of writting after my Add Maths Revision

it seems like a beautiful coincidence that Man U match fall on the day that mr affandi and mr muru wasnt around... so i got a brilliant excuse to tell my dad to not be in school in tomorrow morning... yay! anything for Man U...

anyway, another school stories as the breakfast of my day...
today i got locked up again, just like CK, Moon Cake and Tzen Hong...
honestly, Tzen Hong's part is the funniest (if you might read this, brother, seriously u should suck my shoe.. hahah... =P)

and d day flow with me getting sweet news from Sarah... and what she said was actually made my day...

Friday, April 17, 2009

how my days always perfect.=)

wake up - bath
bath - pray
pray - catch a cab
cabbin' - school
school - chew cheah yee choo
chew cheah yee choo - mr muru
mr muru - "elham, how do you this is a differential equation?"
"elham, how do you this is a differential equation?" - "elham, clean up the whiteboard"
"elham, clean up the whiteboard" - Tzen Hong, Moon Cake, CK, KC etc.
those SABians - get home
get home - eat && pray
eat && pray - swimming/squashing
swimming/squashing - doing homework
homework - studying
studying - eat && pray
then - studying
studying - sleeping with the calculator

football, sabians, ridhwan, gemok, amer, nadiah, sara, manutd, mr muru, add maths, physics == simply things that made my life perfect. =)

through ogre dat ants, yo! = t.o.d.a.y.

yes, my tiring week almost over.
and i got home with piles of mr muru's handwritten notes that recently became my favourite book. (seriously sir, i can even know how to copy your handwritting with both nostrils closed.)
the day at school ends with me getting locked up by Moon Cake, Tzen Hong and the gang and thanks to Fang Hong for her leadership skills that managed to get me out.

by the way, i would also like to thank my friends, family that never gve up in me, and have confidence that i'll do my best. not forgetting Mr John for your iPod, Mr Nanu for the electric cable, as well as Mrs Yee for picking up the durian posters under my pillow. honestly, i am nothing without yr encouragement, and here i am, standing here with the Nobel Prize Award... aww... i feel so lucky and thankful... you guys are so sweet... thanks again for your support.

shit, i dont know what i;m talking about.

Thursday, April 9, 2009


I know you think that I shouldn't still love you
or tell you that
But if I didn't say it
Well, I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess
And destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "It's over"
Then I'm sure that that makes sense

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Allah is The Light =)

How great the wonder of the heaven
And the timeless beauty of the night
How great, then how great
The Creator

And its stars like priceless jewels
Far beyond the reach of kings
Bow down, for the shepherd
Guiding him home

But how many eyes are closed
To the wonder of this night
Like pearls hidden deep
Beneath the dark stream of desires

But like dreams vanished with the call to prayer
And the dawn extinguishes night
Here too are signs
God is the Light, God is the Light

How great the beauty of the earth
And the creatures who dwell on her
How great, then how great
The Creator

As its mountains pierce the clouds
High above the lives of man
Weeping rivers
For thousands of years

But how may hearts are closed
To the wonders of this sight
Like birds in a cage
Asleep with closed wings

But like works stops with the call to prayer
And the birds recite
Here too are signs
God is the Light, God is the Light

How great the works of man
And the things he makes
How great, then how great
The Creator

Though he strives to reach the heavens
He can barely survive
The wars of the world
He lives in

Yet how many times he's tried
Himself to immortalise
Like his parents before him
In the garden of Eden

But like the sun sets with the call to prayer
And surrenders to the night
Here to are signs
God is the Light Everlasting
God is the Light Everlasting
God is the Light Everlasting

Monday, March 30, 2009

If We're Really For It... Lilliah-Hi-Taala...

the Palestinians are suffering...
the Palestinians are starving...
the Mujahiddin are labelled as the terrorist...
the Jihad was being seen in a wrong way...
they've raped the Muslimah...
they've killed the Muslim...
they're destroying the Mosque...
they're twisting the words of Quran...
they've trampled on our head... but what do we do?

Pekida? TS? OIC? PBB? what's that for?
if all we can do is "...bantah... bantah... bantah..."
is that all we can do?
is that all we can say?

Bangkitlah anak2 bangsa MELAYU
Hanya dgn pelajaran, aku bunuh Israel dan sekutu2nya.
Hanya dgn pelajaran, aku bunuh Israel dan sekutu2nya.
Hanya dgn pelajaran, aku bunuh Israel dan sekutu2nya.

Menyeluk perkasam biar sampai ke pangkal lengan.

I'm not afraid of you.

I'm not afraid to kill the Jews.

Monday, March 23, 2009

Mother =)

May God bless you
Count your blessings;
not your troubles
U'll make it through whatever comes along
Within u r so many answers
Have courage
Be strong.

truly yours:
your son.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

I'm A Stalker

i'm a stalker.
but please dont blame me.
its just one way fo' me to see thou smile.
and its better that ye' never knw at all.
i'm a stalker.
but please dont hate me.
its just one way fo' me to let go this longing.
one true feeling that i'm sure ye'd never understand.
i'm a stalker.
but please dont throw me away.
how far will i have to travel back?
to comfort my eyes seeing thou face everyday.

An old beloved friend,, save room for my love (you never know)

when i see you my trouble is gone.
you gave me the best of 'rains'.
after all, yeah, i wish you're here.
my inbox says its full,
but to me its empty without yr messages.
the rain falling loudly, but it became so silent now without you reminding me.
when i hear the song by John Legend, i'd remember you..

who are you? and how do you made me so hopeful?
we never was a lover, but i kept your smile; always in my mind.
it's a hundred days story, but i still hope you'd be here.
you never know,, never will know

i went through fake love(s), but realizing you're always in my mind from the past years till now, i know you're my true love.. but you never know.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009


I've loved, I've laughed and cried.
I've had my fill; my share of losing.
And now, as tears subside,
I find it all so amusing.

To think I did all that;
And may I say - not in a shy way,
"No, oh no not me,
I did it my way".

For what is a man, what has he got?
If not himself, then he has naught.
To say the things he truly feels;
And not the words of one who kneels.


I didnt go to school today... and first thing dat comes to my mind is.... yeah,,,,today i can do squash...!!!!
but like most days in life, things doesnt go the way you've planned...
the day i should spend swinging my arms here and there in the squash court turns out to be another sequel of problems for me at home....
i'm pissed... damn...

Friday, February 27, 2009

what i wanna say;;

I never really what you see
There's still inside of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold

Sunday, February 22, 2009


hope to see you some other time. get well soon. and please do take care.


Let's play hide and seek.... =)

ouh,,,today... =(

i got reasons why today is messed up

1. kuzshack (i dnt knw hw to spell yr freakng name) how can you let the ball pass through you??? but, ronaldo played great, doubt...

2. theres no way i can play squash today. what a boring day,,,good for me... p/s: i'm addicted to it.

3. not even a jog, i woke up late... arghhh damn....

4. mummy forgot to buy bread.

5. i got to cut my hair...

5 reasons are more than enuff, ryt...

hey, faa...

u're sweet in ur tudung laaaaa......... hahaha.... =P


jom gi makan ice cream.... lepak mekdi ke....

i just want what's ours...

i want my freaking family back... and if i found out something happened to my family,, u gonna get it, crazy btch.

i'm not afraid of you, neither of what you can do.

Thursday, February 5, 2009


i'm sorry.

admiring you is a mistake.

We love you

mum, sis, bro, be strong. we love you dad.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

The girl who should not be named. (nanti kantoi)

i miss you
u inspired me...
all of sudden,, why huh?

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Smiler's part 2

You're just too good to be true
I can't take my eyes off you
You feel like heaven to touch
I wanna hold you so much
At last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive
You're just too good to be true
I can't take my eyes off you

Pardon the way that I stare
There's nothing else to compare
The sight of you leaves me weak
There are no words left to speak
So darling feel like I feel
And I don't have to know if it's real
You're just too good to be true
I can't take my eyes off you


I love you baby
And if it's quite all right
I need you baby to warm a lonely night
I love you baby
Trust in me when I say

Oh pretty baby
Don't bring me down, I pray
Oh pretty baby
Now that I've found you stay
So let me love you baby
Let me love you

You're just too good to be true
I can't take my eyes off you
You feel like heaven to touch
I wanna hold you so much
At last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive
You're just too good to be true
I can't take my eyes off you


I love you baby
And if it's quite all right
I need you baby to warm a lonely night
I love you baby
Trust in me when I say

Oh pretty baby
Don't bring me down, I pray
Oh pretty baby
Now that I've found you stay
So let me love you baby
Let me love you =D


Is it awkward to say that i miss your smile?
Please... smile to me again... =D

Saturday, January 17, 2009


It's great knowing you, smiling person.... =)

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Putri Farah Sheilah

In the past times (June 2007)

I'm seeing you like all i got is only you. And i thought you're seeing me like that too.. That's why i was being so caring,,and texting you at most of the time just to make you feel that you're not alone, giving you my attention the most that i could give. I remembered how you're telling me about your sis and what your brother did to you...and i remembered the look upon your face when i asked you to make a police report, i thought you're seeing me as your hero...
Fa...i remembered how dizzy you were, climbing up the stairs looking for your dad after you took that pills..and that's when youre holding on to me asking me to accompany you...i know i should've been home that night, studying and making my parents proud...but i rather being stupid spending time with you at that night...remember the nasi lemak?? that i've rushed to get for you just to get everything done easily for you...
I still remember how we walk together like always...we went to the nearest cybercafe, searching for your piano key tunes...i remember that you've said that you couldnt eat without me...i remember it when i make you believe that i was in so deep care about you that i even skipped my school just to be there for you...
And its come to my mind when i'm asking a break up from you and you cried hard, i thought i could believe your tears...i thought you loved me... Don't you remember...i am the one who guide you to wear your tudung...i am the one who willing to teach you how to pray...i am the one who ready to guide... And you dont know how happy i was reading your letter, yeah...we used to write and exchange letters at that time... One of it says; "terima kasih Elham, sebab ubah Fa..."
And so the time went by and unfortunate for us that all we got was a short period of time.. I cant believe that you're actually blaming me for what have happened... after what i did, i never thought this is how you would repay me...

But now.... (Broke up on October 2007)

Stories that i heard is different...i thought you'rehappy with him...i thought you're so proud delivering your pics to everyone and my sis, how tight you hugged him in a room... So that's where my hope's gone...i'm letting you go slowly...

The latest thing i heard from you is your family found a taxi with him...and so the JAIS caught you both for some case...and now you're in rehab... After what i did and how bad you repaid me... I'm just letting everything go and God just being fair...what goes around comes around... You never believed that you'll be a lot more fine with me before... You're in rehab now, its a better place for you... So just go, walk away from me, you're not welcomed anymore...

Did you think i'm crumpled??
Did you think i lay down and die??
Oh nooooo

P/s: Gimme back my Chicken Soup For The Soul Book, gimme back my Simpson the Movies...

Nice seeing you again, Sara

Thanks for inviting me coming over to your house. And for so many times i think i'm there trying to get into to meet my ex, your sister, i'm ofenly being caught by your dad for stalking, that's when i thought your dad must be very strict. Well, in fact, he's cool....and know what,,he's a good entertainer, and most of all a good coffee maker... He made the one that tastes exactly like Dome's and God knows how he did it...thank you =)..

And it's good to see you again, old friend, for the time that we never met since your sis's incident that brought me down to hell, i always thought to see you again; hearing and sharing some stories.

Hope you're doing fine there Sara, now and always will...and what a wonderful things talking to you last nite... Again,,,thank you...

p/s; I feel sorry for your sis, Putri Farah Sheilah... I never thought things were turned out so bad for her...and i wish i could help your family out regarding this... You got a wonderful house, mom, dad and sis there...

Title Called Care

No, u dont have to thank me for the medicine sent because you gave me a smile on my way back. And you dont have to worry for not seeing me because im seeing you there, and making you know that i'm still here for you. Just take care of yourself and get well very soon. And like what i always said; my door is still open in the time you're coming or the time you're not...

I care. I do. I really do. In fact, i'm feeling like taking you to the clinic.